The blog and the pageviews

We have thousand of Blogger in the world wide web. They write about  everything, everyone decide at theirselves which theme the next post will have.
Each single Blogger love to see that it is interesting what he wrote. The Reader of the Blogs can express it with the pageviews and comments.

Mainly a lot of People are lazy and don't have the time to write something for the Blogger or have no idea to write. A comment is the best Feedback for Blogger, because we see this Person read your post and like to share with you the ideas he or she get with the text you've written in your post. I'm sure so don't speak just for myself that every Blogger loves comments, no matter if they criticize your mind or bring other ideas in.

The other part we can see Feedback is the Display with the pageviews. You can see how many visitors were already at your blog. Fruthermore you can see how many People visited your blog las month, yesterday or today. Retrieve Information about the most clicked Posts is also possible. A few more informations can you also get but i'm honest I don't know for what they are good. Is it so interested whether a Person visited your blog with Chrome or Internet Explorer? I think not.

There is one difference between Bloggers, the pageviews I think. Only a few out of thousand, thousand out of Million have pageviews a day every other Blogger can dream about to have in one year. It isn't really important for me to reach thousands of pageviews. I'm glad about every one who is visiting my blog and reading my holy shit. Maybe some of you say my 751 pagevies are less, in my opinion it's pretty much in the history of this blog. I've started this place in October last year, so on average every month were 93 pagevies and in one day around 3. That's a number.

THANK YOU!

Everyone who read this, thank you for reading it and haveing a fiew at my page. It's a wonder for somebody who is a nobody to reach this high number. Althought also thanks for your comments.

Every single pageview and comment make a smile in my face.

Beautiful

You know that, yes and you too. What's about you?
So many People are so pretty but they don't think so because the others say that you are not.
I know what others say about me, you see how the "we are prettier than you" humans are looking down to you and they say: Look to this Girl, it's an absolutely nightmare how she Looks.
Whatever, this humans don't see that you are Walking through the City without make up in your face. What we can't say about this People. The Girls have tons of colour in their face, that we couldn't see how they Show really. Than the Point that they say to other that they are ugly. I don't understand the world.
It isn't important if the others mean you are ugly. I've learnt this in my life, because everywhere, everytime there is a "we are prettier than you" Person and that what this only Little human says isn't true.
The heart must be pretty and it's the most important Thing. Not the looking of your face or Body, the looking of your  heart decides about your Beauty. A blind Person can't see your look. He has also friends but definitely not because the friends have a good outer look. He doesn't matter about the apperance since he can't see anything.

Every Person is beautiful!

In the end decides the heart about how we loves the person. Please don't show only on the apperance of us, look into our heart and you will be happy.

It doesn't matter if you think I'm ugly. I accepted me like I am with all my Problems and Beauty Errors.

Something about school

I hope that won't be one more boring post about school in the Internet. Nevertheless I can't promise.

I live in Bavaria but since September I'm going to school in Baden Würrtemberg, a neighbour state of Bavaria. Every morning and afternoon I drive by bus and train around one hour. Some days in the week I drive in the afternoon two hours by bus and train, because of the second busdrive takes more time at this time of day than normal.

The question will be, why I don't go to a normal school in the little city next to my village? It's a long story and I only want to say a few words about it. Last year I've done my graduation at a higher secondary school in this little city, than I've decided that I want to do my Abitur ( the graduation you need to be at University). Therfore I'm going to a vocational grammar school in Baden Würrtemberg. Bavaria also have such schools but there are a few differences. I will tell you another day more about the school system and the schools here in Germany, because that would be to long in here.  

My school has around four thousand students. The reason is there are two schools in one: The technical professional school and the technic orientate vocational grammar school. It says, that our specialist areas all out of the technic. When you want to do your Abitur at this School you have to choose out of three of them:

 Engineering and Management, Informationtechnology(I've choosen) and last but not least Mechatronic.

My timetable

We are two girls in my class and twenty six boys. My year has eleven girls and around hundert ten boys. Do you notice something? Ninety per cent of the students are boys.

I love this school, far away from girls they think they are better than everyone else. Of course, here are also a few boys they think the same like the girls but it's easy to be ok with them. The boys I know respect me and talk normal with me at the most time. I don't know if you ever was in a class with more boys than girls but I can say that it wouldn't be boring anytime in school. How is your class?

One thing I will never make used are these situations: When you are walking alone through one of the schoolhouses. Everywhere are standing boys and they are staring at you like they are the spectators on the Fashion Week. No matter if you are pretty or not, it's  only because you are a girl. They don't see a lot of us in school. I hate it inasmuch as I feel me under observation. What can I do against this hate and how would you act in my Situation?

A few years ago I was against going to a class with a lot more boys than girls, but now it has changed. I love my decision and the other class life. Thank you

The TRY: Fight against GREASY hair

My hair

The dream of every Girl is to have everyday hair like the gril with the Dress in the Picture. In real the hair is looking like in the first picture. In some days better than in other. We always wake up in the morning and think one more time. OMG my hair is Standing in every Destination like I've touched in the power Point.

Some People says that I've luck with my hair. You can see in the picture, that my hair is really fine and so it gets greasy faster than other hair types. I have my hairstyle around fifteen centimeters longer than my shoulder. Every second day I've greasy hair because I don't wash my hair every single day. That need time, I haven't.

This hair is the dream of every Girl.

Another aspect I only wash my hair three times a week is that my hair breaks by a daily hairwash. How often do you take a hair wash?

Often it could be really hard when you know that your hair is greasy. I have so often a big Bad Hair day, and than you try to hide and want that all the tips against greasy hair works but in the most time they don't work with your hair. Greasy hair isn't pretty and the Feeling is horrible. However I have to admit that I have often greasy hair, also when I wish not.

So much Things I've tried in my lifetime against this Problem. Which works and which not so good have to find out everybody by herself.(Boys it is seldom that you have this Problem) Here are a few Options I've tried out and the experience I have had.

One thing that works by slightly greasy hair is to make a ponytail with help of the brush and Bobby Pins. Perfect your ponytail so Long until you think it Looks ok. Although the Problem is that could need a lot of time in front of the mirror. It also works with the bun and tiny Little linkages.

A Long time I've taken my shower always warm. Since last month I wash my hair with middle temerature and the greasy is better now.

My Baby powder

Dry Shampoo can be found in every Drogerie. We have a wide range of them and they work. Nevertheless have they two negative aspects. The first one is I use them around five times and than they are empty. Everytime when you need them they are empty, because the five times already happend. Furthermore the Price Performance in my eyes is expensive when you need them often.

A good alternative for me is. Baby Powder. I've paid around two euros and have it for one and a half year. It is really cheap. My experience Shows me that it has a simular effect to my hair like the dry Shampoo, because that works also with Little poweder. You can use theoretical every powder also flour that you use for baking whatever you want. In normal every powder works simular, but there are also differences. The best in my opinion for me is this Baby powder in the picture.

I know that I won't have hair like the Girl one day but after the tries for years I know now what helps my hair with greasy and what not so. Sometimes I Combine the powder and the ponytail because Supplement themselves.

                

                                                                                                               

Goals for 2016

 It's the end of year 2015. In this year we had mountains and Canyons, like every year. The good intentions repeated anew. We always have Goals we will archieve in the next year. At this time in 2016 and this is my list of  ten Goals for the following 2016:

1. A smile

is so simple but sometimes have an effect of a wonder. I love this when you are sad and any stranger is presenting you a nice smile. Your day is saved by this human. This human I want to be for other strange humans. The smile is a great gift and we can give it to each other.

Also my Hand smiles. I'm honest it's stupid but looking funny.

 2. Learning snowboarding

sounds really cool and the year 2016 is the perfect year for such activities. My grade will have a one week stay in Winter Italy. The pupils the can it are allowed to go the mountain down by their own in Groups. The others have the Chance to learn Snowboarding or Skiing. That's so fantastic. I've already had a Course in grade seven ,I think ,for skiing but haven't had do it until now again. In this time you only could decided if you wanted to learn skiing or go hiking. At my opinion it's more interesting to lean Snowboarding than skiing, so I've dicided I'll do a Course for learning snowboarding at the stay. The Thing is skiing is easier to learn and you won't fall down all the time.What do you think? Is it a good idea to do the Course when the others wich decided to do the Course already can surf with the snowboard on the snow?

3. Save Money. At the end of every month I check in normal my fiance. Not infrequently I spent to much Money on unless things. I simply bought things I have had already twice at home or I haven't needed until now. That have to stop, for this Money I could buy better things or only fund for Holidays or the Driver licence.

4. Learn how to drive a car. Yes, I'm sixteen. I can start with the driver's School with sixteen and a half, so you are allowed to do your driver's licence with seventeen. With that one you are allowed to drive a car when your parents are sitting at the passenger seat in the same car. That's sad but true and with eightteen you finally allowed to drive a car by your own without your parents at the seat next to you.

5. Go on Holidays. I love that, you learn more about other countries and the culture when you are in Holidays. Furthermore beside the Family Holidays I want to go with my friends into the Holidays and have a lot of fun with them far away from our parents. Confidentally who doesn't love this?

6. Bring a Little bit more structure in my life. Who don't know this, when you are coming home you only want to go into your room and first take your phone and search anything or the eyes are so heavy and you fall asleep. An hour later you notice I wanted to do this or this. The time is over, we haven't a time machine ( that would be so cool). Sometimes I forget so much, and yeah Blogging also. My Brian is an salad. I hope the timer bring more structure in my life and remember me to do the things.

                                          

7. Take a lot of photos. Photos hold memories. It's so an amazing Feeling when you know you shoot a great photo. Let's try to be a good photoprapher and hold the memories with photos.

8. Participate a Marathon. For now two years it's my Goal for the following year but you see I haven't archieved it. I want to Change it, defeat my inner pig dog and do it. Go Jogging in the morning and Walking through the finish line at the Marathon. No matter with which number, to be the last Person will be also ok.

9. Learn for School... Everyone which is going to School say this at the beginning of the year and we all know what the end is. You haven't learnt more than the years before. Am I the only Person? I hope not but come on Lea, a Little bit more Motivation for School and you will be happy.

10. I want to sew a Dress for me. I love the idea of sewing a Dress for me by myself. Which Girl doesn't dream about the perfect Dress designed by yourself? So it is. I know the Dress won't be perfect and of Course not looking like the dream but who cares. It woulf be an Unikat and unique that is what Counts. We will see.

I WISH YOU ALL A GOOD NEW YEAR´S EVE AND HEALTH, SUCCESS AND HAPPINESS FOR THE YEAR 2016

Today's Word-Nerd Pondering Writing Chain

This is a competition is founded by Kate Gold. In different months there are several themes you can write about. This month the theme is copied by her describtion of the Today's Word-Nerd Pondering Writing Chain.
This prompt centers around the theme of valuable lessons, especially that we have taken away from books. You might answer:
What is the coolest thing you have taken away from a book you have read? What sorts of things have your characters learned, as embedded in a story you have written? Or, what sort of message do you want to share with others, either in writing or through your own life?


The message I share with you is really personal but I hope I do this is not so bad as I think.



It isn't easy for me to talk about that theme, may that's the reason I though about it the last few days and only now I have the Courage to say it. I'll tell you a history from a Little Girl. Stay on.

Let me start. It's a thin girl in the elementary school. For children in the age 8 it's no uncommon that they get sick one day. At this day the little girl is ill, so her mother go with her to the family doctor. Her normal family doctor wasn't in the doctor office but a representation doctor. He looked at the girl and accused her mother that her child has anorexia (pro ana). I think you know the differences between doctors and this man was a knind of highly respected doctor. He wanted to set all levers in motion that this little girl commited in a clinic and that they would be forced feeds. The mother didn't agree with him and they had a big argue about that Little Girl. In the End the mother won the argue and brung the Little Girl at home.

I'm the little Girl. I'm not a ANA, I promise you. It's this prejudice about me. The People have it until now. It's like with the doctor, he didn't know me but said it. If he knew me he wouldn't say that because I'm thin my whole life along.

Sometimes I think I'm the only Girl who think she's to thin. I don't want to say my weight because it's private and not normal. I'm underweight but that's all I'll say. In case you have read up here I'll tell tell you far.

This doctor haven't been the only one who think so about me. All this prejudices. If you are thin (and this is my serious) you'll be stamped to have 'pro ana'. Nobody accept it only be thin without haveing diets or may be an ana. Of course we have to talk about that disease, no deal. I searched on the Internet. It's scary. You find so much about it and a lot of isn't any more on Wikipedia and sites where you fight agains anorexia. The Internet include a great number of Blogs about being an ana. The most are Girls at my Age or older and they tell you about the 'ana life'. The most of them are pride to be one.

 I don't know, I can't understand that. Ok, may I have not that weight Problems but nobody can be perfect and in following my describtion about to be perfect. May you understand what I mean with that Little sentence.


The perfection lies in the fact, not being perfect.


That is the Story, but it isn't the only reason why I tell you all These things today. My sister is doing something like a diet at the moment. It's hard for me, because she's so pretty and have a dream figure, maybe also a little bit to thin but not like me. Her age is really difficult, in the school I've heard of previous groups that they say to each other you are to fat. I'm so glad that I'm visit another school and in my class are twenty six boys. That's really cool.

Sorry, at this theme I'm like a Boy since ever. Hey, Boys if anyone of you read that answer me that question please. Which Girl you prefer? 1. A Girl that eat normal and don't look at calories or 2. a thin Girl who wants to be thinner and which life is a diet. I think the 1. but I'm curious.

Sometimes I think I'm the reason why People do this. I know, that sounds really hard but nobody would say that in the real life I think. You know I eat everything and love chocolate at all. No day without chocolate. It's my love. I can eat everything without looking at calories and eat so much I like. Sometimes it's strange when I go out with friends for eating somewhere. I'm mad because I eat and the other Person i don't know first look for calories and that the diet shedule received. Oh god, I hate it, when I eat but the other one not.

I think, It's the end for this post because about this theme I could write an essay an I won't bore you with that stuff. Sorry, may I have regular Readers (if I have some ? ) the beginning was cliched. It was firmly this post may it was not that 'fighting against' pro ana but to i would Show you my view. Thanks for the possibility to do that.

Ok, I also want to give to all to them an offer they read that to contact me or only talk with me. What is your view? Of course here a big welcome for comments but I will get in time an extra E-Mail, where you can write to me. May I'm not the best help as you can see but I want to give all of you the offer to say something for that big theme.

I'm not pro ana! For all they may don't understand it until now.

It doesn't matter if I've written anything else that I should, but I wanted to say you this message and think about my little text a little bit.