November 30, 2015

Today's Word-Nerd Pondering Writing Chain

This is a competition is founded by Kate Gold. In different months there are several themes you can write about. This month the theme is copied by her describtion of the Today's Word-Nerd Pondering Writing Chain.
This prompt centers around the theme of valuable lessons, especially that we have taken away from books. You might answer:
What is the coolest thing you have taken away from a book you have read? What sorts of things have your characters learned, as embedded in a story you have written? Or, what sort of message do you want to share with others, either in writing or through your own life?

The message I share with you is really personal but I hope I do this is not so bad as I think.


It isn't easy for me to talk about that theme, may that's the reason I though about it the last few days and only now I have the Courage to say it. I'll tell you a history from a Little Girl. Stay on.

Let me start. It's a thin girl in the elementary school. For children in the age 8 it's no uncommon that they get sick one day. At this day the little girl is ill, so her mother go with her to the family doctor. Her normal family doctor wasn't in the doctor office but a representation doctor. He looked at the girl and accused her mother that her child has anorexia (pro ana). I think you know the differences between doctors and this man was a knind of highly respected doctor. He wanted to set all levers in motion that this little girl commited in a clinic and that they would be forced feeds. The mother didn't agree with him and they had a big argue about that Little Girl. In the End the mother won the argue and brung the Little Girl at home.

I'm the little Girl. I'm not a ANA, I promise you. It's this prejudice about me. The People have it until now. It's like with the doctor, he didn't know me but said it. If he knew me he wouldn't say that because I'm thin my whole life along.

Sometimes I think I'm the only Girl who think she's to thin. I don't want to say my weight because it's private and not normal. I'm underweight but that's all I'll say. In case you have read up here I'll tell tell you far.

This doctor haven't been the only one who think so about me. All this prejudices. If you are thin (and this is my serious) you'll be stamped to have 'pro ana'. Nobody accept it only be thin without haveing diets or may be an ana. Of course we have to talk about that disease, no deal. I searched on the Internet. It's scary. You find so much about it and a lot of isn't any more on Wikipedia and sites where you fight agains anorexia. The Internet include a great number of Blogs about being an ana. The most are Girls at my Age or older and they tell you about the 'ana life'. The most of them are pride to be one.

 I don't know, I can't understand that. Ok, may I have not that weight Problems but nobody can be perfect and in following my describtion about to be perfect. May you understand what I mean with that Little sentence.

The perfection lies in the fact, not being perfect.

That is the Story, but it isn't the only reason why I tell you all These things today. My sister is doing something like a diet at the moment. It's hard for me, because she's so pretty and have a dream figure, maybe also a little bit to thin but not like me. Her age is really difficult, in the school I've heard of previous groups that they say to each other you are to fat. I'm so glad that I'm visit another school and in my class are twenty six boys. That's really cool.
Sorry, at this theme I'm like a Boy since ever. Hey, Boys if anyone of you read that answer me that question please. Which Girl you prefer? 1. A Girl that eat normal and don't look at calories or 2. a thin Girl who wants to be thinner and which life is a diet. I think the 1. but I'm curious.

Sometimes I think I'm the reason why People do this. I know, that sounds really hard but nobody would say that in the real life I think. You know I eat everything and love chocolate at all. No day without chocolate. It's my love. I can eat everything without looking at calories and eat so much I like. Sometimes it's strange when I go out with friends for eating somewhere. I'm mad because I eat and the other Person i don't know first look for calories and that the diet shedule received. Oh god, I hate it, when I eat but the other one not.

I think, It's the end for this post because about this theme I could write an essay an I won't bore you with that stuff. Sorry, may I have regular Readers (if I have some ? ) the beginning was cliched. It was firmly this post may it was not that 'fighting against' pro ana but to i would Show you my view. Thanks for the possibility to do that.

Ok, I also want to give to all to them an offer they read that to contact me or only talk with me. What is your view? Of course here a big welcome for comments but I will get in time an extra E-Mail, where you can write to me. May I'm not the best help as you can see but I want to give all of you the offer to say something for that big theme.

I'm not pro ana! For all they may don't understand it until now.

It doesn't matter if I've written anything else that I should, but I wanted to say you this message and think about my little text a little bit.

November 24, 2015

THE TRY: Fashion

One more time I will show you a few things out of my tiny little wardrobe. Every clother has his own history. The stories are absolutely different and matchless. Before I will start two questions: Do you think it's silly that every clother in my wardrobe has his own story?  Would you want to hear them? 

I asked this because of you are strangers. Our bridge is my writing and you read all this stuff, therfore is your mind important for me.

What you can see? The typical Pullover everyone have to love. My love is it to buy such pullovers in the Boys Collection. Their Pullovers are mostly nicer than by girls and the problem of to short cuted clothers won't exist anymore.  
A funny thing especially with this pullover in the picture is, that my dad has the same one. The difference is two sizes bigger. Therfore sometimes when I don't show which size is it I wear Dad's one. Sorry Dad.

The next one, here to see in these two pictures, is a black shirt. Like you can see in the right handed one my belly is looking out of the window. This shirt is sadly a little bit to short. If I say that, I would like to cry. One of my favourite shirts is to short for me. I don't know out of which material the shirt is but you can wear it so great. The Skin feel is perfection. Only wow. This clother is the perfect example that it is looking so normal, nevertheless it's something special for me.
(It wasn't my Intention to show you my belly. Please ignore that. )
A friend told during a Shopping trip that I had to wear this. The days before I haven't had dreamt to wear something like this one day. My friend said the truth: It's right for me.

Sorry for the bad quality of the photos but the sun in these days isn't my best friend. She always run away.  

November 16, 2015

Pray for Paris

Lately,  a few days ago something terrible and really sad happened in Paris during the soccer game Germany against France. Several bombs exploded at different places. I think everyone heard about that therfore I won't go in detail und will tell you what happened. This is not really a large post but I want to express my sympathy for the humans the terrorist attacks has stolen their lives. 
I hope something like that after charlie hebdo will never happen again. 

November 10, 2015

THE TRY: Fashion

I've already told about the clothers of my wardrobe and that I want to start a project. Show you my clothers, however they are from the deepest edge or my favourites. It doesn't matter. Write about Fashion without any knowledge and you may know that I am definately not a fashionvictim. Only a sixteen year old girl who loves wearing a pair of Jeans and a big pullover over it. Yes, that's my style, very interesting. But let me start with outfits I love but for the daily life in School it's nothing for me.

In this Picture I am wearing a normal shirt and a flowerd skirt. The combination is really sportive but also elegant. Therfore perfect for every event you don't know before which kind of it it is. What do you think? Would you wear this combination?

Here also me, I know my knees are stupid and ugly but we couldn't Change it. This pink purple flowerd touched Dress is fixed by a Little black belt, on grounds that the clother is to big for me. Yes, I bought it one number bigger, because that was the only they had and I've already searched for a Dress for weeks or months. I like it, no matter which size. That isn't the world's end.

Now we are coming to one of my definately favourites in my wardrobe. I love this outfit so much. It's a classicer, black and White but also something extravagant.  
I am wearing a black pants with an black and white squared blouse. It's sleeveless and you can make a bow at the top of it. I love these blouse, it has something different to normal ones and show you that it is something beautiful.

November 03, 2015

Where is Germany?

I've already told you that I would like to tell you more about Germany, German as language and the life here as a German girl. This would be a little bit of geographic information that when I am talking about my home country you know where to search on the map. Does anyone know where Germany is instead of the few humans which live in Europe?

If you haven't noticed Germany is in Europe, more detailed in Central Europe. Here in the picture you can  see Germany (with the state Bavaria of Germany) and the neighbour countries. Why Bavaria and not one of the other 15 states of Germany? This question is easy to answer, I'm a Bavarian teenage girl and out of this state are made the most stereotypes about Germany, I guess. Furthermore it's I think the most popluar state because of the Oktoberfest.

This part is finished. Now a lot more basic information. You can see in the picture above this text that Germany has a lot of neighbours and isn't really big in the eye of a human who lives in the USA, because the expanse is around 357 000 km². When you take the expanse of Germany into the USA, you need around 27 times Germany to have a simular flat. At this point Germany is a small country, but in my eyes it's big enough for about 81 000 000 inhabitants.

Every country has a own flag. The German flag is out of stripes in the colours:

 More stories about Germany and the different genres in here for example: the politics, the capital Berlin, Bavaria, typical German and so on will be written by another day and post. Time by time.
One thing at the end Tschüss und Gute Nacht! is German for bye and a good night on grounds that it's quater to midnight.