Do you want to be my friend?

I'm the nobody in nowhere

I think, I've already told you a lot about the broken friendship with my so called 'best friends'. If not and you are interested in click here and there. It's my point of view a few months ago. To be warned, these posts are a little bit sad.

Time gone and these girls and I haven't spoken since this argument, when we can call this situation like that. I don't know what it really was. Once best friends and today we are strangers. No noice, no smile, nothing. I haven't detected what I've done wrong but I've accepted it. Nevertheless my heart gets a twinge whenever they ignore me. I'm not that person which wants a lot of friends and come out with everybody, but my tuppence worth is that no matter what happen between once friends, a little smile is a sympol for respect. Every morning, whenever I see them, I smile to them. The same issue daily, they don't see it because I'm out of glass.

However, I've strenghten a lot of friendships and also found a few fantastic new friends. I write this post, because I want to ask you to be my friend.

I have been aloof. Yeah, and I'm asking myself why I am so. The answer is that I'm afraid to be hurt by someone. When you are aloof nobody can hurt you. The happenings showed me that you always can be hurt by someone also by your best friends. Than I remember the story behind a great friendship in my life.

A few years ago, I was member at a internet plattform, where you shared photos. Aught kind of Instagram, but it wasn't this plattform. There a boy wanted to open a group at a messenger where everybody have nick names. I figured it can't hurt to try. Maybe we were around seven people and nobody knows each other. Quite funny, everybody have lived in another part of Germany, anyday I wrote with a girl out of this group private. We have written every day messages and voice notices until today. Ok, not every day but at the minimum three times a week. She is a great and fantastic friend. I don't have contact with any other group member. Last summer we met us and thanked this boy. Without him we wouldn't know each other.


Therfore I want get to know my readers and any other which want to be friends with me. Let's go, I'm courious to learn more about every one.
I would like to create a group on GroupMe, where everybody can join. You only have to write me an E-Mail and I'll send you the Grouplink. When you don't want to be a part of this group, you also can write me, if you want.

Now, you can start writing an E-Mail!

I'm willing to make new friends out of you strangers. 

The blog and the pageviews

We have thousand of Blogger in the world wide web. They write about  everything, everyone decide at theirselves which theme the next post will have.
Each single Blogger love to see that it is interesting what he wrote. The Reader of the Blogs can express it with the pageviews and comments.

Mainly a lot of People are lazy and don't have the time to write something for the Blogger or have no idea to write. A comment is the best Feedback for Blogger, because we see this Person read your post and like to share with you the ideas he or she get with the text you've written in your post. I'm sure so don't speak just for myself that every Blogger loves comments, no matter if they criticize your mind or bring other ideas in.

The other part we can see Feedback is the Display with the pageviews. You can see how many visitors were already at your blog. Fruthermore you can see how many People visited your blog las month, yesterday or today. Retrieve Information about the most clicked Posts is also possible. A few more informations can you also get but i'm honest I don't know for what they are good. Is it so interested whether a Person visited your blog with Chrome or Internet Explorer? I think not.

There is one difference between Bloggers, the pageviews I think. Only a few out of thousand, thousand out of Million have pageviews a day every other Blogger can dream about to have in one year. It isn't really important for me to reach thousands of pageviews. I'm glad about every one who is visiting my blog and reading my holy shit. Maybe some of you say my 751 pagevies are less, in my opinion it's pretty much in the history of this blog. I've started this place in October last year, so on average every month were 93 pagevies and in one day around 3. That's a number.

THANK YOU!

Everyone who read this, thank you for reading it and haveing a fiew at my page. It's a wonder for somebody who is a nobody to reach this high number. Althought also thanks for your comments.

Every single pageview and comment make a smile in my face.

I've been nominated for the Liebstar award!!

I'm sure you all know more or less about that Award, so I haven't to say much about it. Yes, somebody has nominated me, that was such a surprise and makes me a little bit proud of, because behind other Screens are sitting People they like my blog. We won't talk around the hot mash. Let's start.

I've cribed the picture and this sentence is the link to it.

A Boy called Martin nominated me for this Award. The link for his blog is his Name. Thank you for this. You know I have to tell you the rules: It's really simple. Link the human in the big world who has nominated you. Answer all of the eleven questions and thake the Liebster Award photo(tip: If you won't take this one, search another on the Internet). May it could be difficult to nominate eleven other ones for the Award with less than 1000 Readers. Make a deal, we doesn't know who has how much Readers, but try to nominate only People where you are thinking they haven't so much Readers. That's the sence of the Award. Ask them also eleven questions and give them a message that you've nominated them. That was it. Difficult? No.

Today I cribe a lot of Things, so this questions I have from Martin's Blog (the Person who nominated me) and will answer them now:

1)  Best thing about the country you live in?

I live in Germany, if someone haven't noticed that. Some People would say, the best thing here in Germany is that we are allowed to drink beer and the slight alcohol with the age of sixteen. In my eyes are a little bit famous (for good and bad Things). A lot of really important humans are from Germany for exmample Albert Einstein(á few more important scientists also), have you knewn that Leonardo Dicaprio  had relatives in Germany or Sandra Bullock has the German citizepship? I think that is the best thing, Germany has always secrets or Things they are forgotten and you can learn every day new Things about your Country.

2) What makes you smile? Why?

This is an interesting question. In this Moment I remember so much memories in that you have to smile because it makes you happy. A lot of stuff makes me to smile, but when you are sad and a strange Person smile to you, than that make me smile, too. why, I can't say but it Shows myself, that someone recodniced that you here and think I'll get you a smile as present.  

3) Do you have any pets? Pictures?

No, I haven't pets.  The only animals I have is my old plush rabbit and a dug. They won't numberd as pets or does the?

4) Who is your favourite artist? Name their Album

Sorry, but I haven't a favourite Artist. So I couldn't Name the Album.

5) Favourite Blog to read?

I've searched and searched for this answer a lot but in the end I recodniced, that on the big world wide web are thousands of really lovely and awesome Blogs, that I can't list a favourite blog.

6) Where in the world do you dream of living?

It's not important where in the world I dream of living. The humans are a lot more important. Some spots I think it would be really interesting and cool to live there are Kapstadt, Boston, London, Melbourne, New Zealand and Malaysa would be also really nice and so on.

7) What are you the most proud of?

I think the most proud I have is that I'm able to know more about so wonderful people in the whole world. All that offers the blog community and with that in one Hand the Internet. Of Course I also have the most proud that I have really good friends , not much but real friendship.

8) Do you shower or bath?

The most time I shower, because it doesn't need so much time but when I have time I rather bath, because that is really Relaxing.

9) Tea or Coffee?

Tea, but only Special sorts( my favourite is called Glücksbringer) I don't want to drink coffe, because I'm afraid of too much Coffein. I'm already be a Coca Cola Junkie, I don't want to be one with coffee.

10) Name  5 ways, 2016 will be your year

Learn Snowboarding, Doing my Drivers licence, Sew a Dress, Discover new cities or countries and smile for the Little Things and big ones in life.  The most of this Things you can read clearly with explaination in my post Goals for 2016.

11) Favourite memory at the age of 11.

Let me check out my Brian. I think around the age of Eleven, one sunny day I went out with the pink umbrella. Than I climbed at the top of the big rubbish ton with that pink Thing in the hand. A few Moments later I had openend the umbrella and jumped down. The Thing I've learnt was, that I was longer in the air than without one. Will me someone tell, that I'm not the only child who had done this?

Now the part with nominating others and the questions for them. Let me thinking about the questions first.

1. Why did you start your blog and have the Volition to do it form the start until now?

2.  Would you rather live in a big City or in a Little village?

3.When you could do a movie what story had have your film?

4. How Shows a normal day in your life?

5. What would you say to say thanks people you don't like that they exists?

6. Describe the Feeling after you said to five strangers that they are pretty.

7. One Thing you will do one day?

8. What colour describes your life best?

9. When you could be at one place anywhere now which one is it?

10. What are you really really good at?

11. What do you like, but it seems that all the people around you doesn't?

I nominate These wonderful Blogs on the Internet:

Teenage Tanglewreck with the anonymous Autor Teenage Tanglewreck

The Reid Who Writes with Mary Shelly Reid

We heart dreaming the blog from Wanda Smith

Lost in Transitlation and thee Autor is Envy Fisher

Kalop-cia with Cia M

Just Precious and the Autor is called Precious Moyo

Simply Me the blog from Vanessa Best

The Wonderful World of Denby with Sam Denby

Three are missing, so if you also want to be nominated and don't be listed. Here is your Chance, talk to me and we complete the list.