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Hello quite whiles ago I've written here down my thoughts and experiences. The last posts were about apologizes and no written times. That have to end, Now. So here aren't any sorrys and stuff like this. We'll start with experiences the last weeks and months.

I've got my driver's licence in August. So, NOW I'm able to drive a car but until the age of 18 my parents have to sit beside me. Nevertheless it's a big step for a country girl like me to have the permisson driving a car. That gives you an independence.
 In the picture you can see my licence and the other thing in the foreground is my identification card. My licence is only valid with this card,without it's only a pink paper.

 

Take photos is so much fun. When the weather was sunny I've taken a lot of beautiful pictures with my mobile phone camera because of I haven't a real camera:/. However when the light is great this camera is enought for taking photos. One of these pictures is the following where I'm wearing a dress, it's unusually for me.

A little voyage back to our childhood. As child we loved the stamps. Nowadays I also love them. One day I've found these great stamps in our cellar. The typical girl thing with hearts, roses and loops. The letter L with a crone is far and away the best of them. My name is Lea and so I can take this stamp every day in school and sign with it my sheets. The boy besides me has also L as first letter of his name, so the sign is also at his sheets to find. No matter if it's just stamps for little girls, I love it.

 

Surely everybody knows this wonderful test called cooper in sports. If not, you are a happy guy. Walking twelfe minutes without any training and reaching your best distance is hard. My class was allowed to do that twice. First, I've reached around 6 points but by the second try, another day one week later, I've reached 9 points. That makes me so happy, because I haven't any patience in sports and the worst jogging person in the world. With one week training it was better and so my aim is it to train once a week, because i'll have this cooper test in the next semester, too. 

Eat apples instead of gummibears also concur something for a healthier and fitter life. 

 

One months later...

The first thing I have to admit, that the post I talking about in the last post haven't existed until today. So, one months later, at the same point, the same blog and the same human behind the screen.

I'm so sorry

Maybe I excuse myself in every new post again. I'll stop that and keep my promises. The blog can't work with that person who I am at the moment. Terrible is a word for that, I think. 
We won't talk about that stupid human anymore which is writing this blog, ok? 
In one months could happen a lot of things. When you looking back one months ago, what was different, what was special about this day in august? Tell me it. 
The time is running all day long, we couldn't fill out twenty hours a day, day by day in a week with activities. No matter if we have our summer holidays ( which are in our past and future) or a normal school day. Every day is different but sometimes simular to the other ones. Especially the school days, monday until friday. The alarm clock is rining every day at six o'clock, get the bus means to go out at 6:35 o'clock out of the house and than take a ride by train. Time, plenty of time which you can miss. Public transportation takes its time, when you are living in a little village outside of the city. Who know that? Bus rides, train delays, waiting for the public transportation and a walk home. The problem isn't only the shuttel between home and school. The biggest problem is that the public transportation doesn't like you because everytime you have to miss your train because of two minutes. So the waiting time is big, in normal more than one hour. All this isn't your fault. The bus could drive a little bit faster, so that you could have catched your train or the teacher wouldn't let you go earlier of the lesson. That is typical for our days in school. The stress is here because after an eight hour school day the desire for going home is big. Waiting is the horrible nerve accompaniment at an exhausting day. The public transportation is my personal time waster. When you are interested in I can listing you which time I consume with waiting and be by public transportation.  What is your experience with the daily school/work drive? 
Hope this more or less much text was ok for you. I 've forgotten how I have to write textes especially in English.  

Time is gone...

A long time ago, day one, two, three and so one have already gone. Days had happened, hours had happened and seconds of course, too. A month long the author of this blog was in the underground and haven't written anything for the readers. Nothing, no life signal. Will the author come back or was that the last post?
The answer is:
Yes, I come back. More specifically I'm back.  I needed this time without blogging to learn how important it is for me to write and give you a part in my life. This part isn't so unimportant you may think. That writing helps me in my lifestory. I'm not a easy person and the life could be difficult daily. Nevertheless I've loose in my holidays every structure I had at school time. Holidays are great, no question, I love it.  However, when you do for a few weeks nothing, the structure go down. At the moment I'm working for more structure in my life. It was and is still a goal for this year until the end to have a little bit more of it. Especially now in holiday time it's more difficult than in school time. That is only talking talking talking and will I do it? The answer have the stars at the night sky.

All these words here are not really a post, more like an information for you which is a kind of boring I thing. In the next few days I'll post somthing that has a bit more potential to be interesting than this writing here. 

THE TRY: Understand ingredients

After two or three weeks I finally publish a post. The reason is that I have at the moment a time where I want to do things but can't do them, anything discourage me. When I come home, the first and last thing for this day is lying in bed and read a book. Homework, my blog and so on nothing I couldn't have do. It sounds really strange. Ok, I won't bore you with my silly reasons for not posting anything. Let's start with this post.

My nivea cream

Maybe you are a person who asked the same question like me, what the hell are these ingredients from the cosmetic products. There stand complicated words nobody will understand them without any chemistry knowledge. I have chemistry since two years but the only thing I've understand before my researches is Aqua. In Addition to that I've started my researches about These complicated names on the bottom of my Nivea cream. It was a surprise for me what effect the ingredients have. If you are interested, should read the following text. This is a German nivea cream but I think nivea have taken the international names for the ingredients.

Aqua:

As I said,I've knewn before the research. It's water. How spectacules.

Paraffinum Liquidum:

This one is a byproduct of petroleum production. In Addition to that it's an oil. I've learned in Chemistry that oil is a hydrocarbon with the typical characteristics of fat-loving and water hostile.

Furthermore it's antistatic and make your skin smooth and soft. Another effekt is that this substance protect your Skin however it also can clog your pores.

Cera Microcristallina:

It's also a hydrocarbon, but in another form than before. It is about a mineral wax named Ester ( in Germany). The Task for it is to bind the ingredients and dull the cream.

Glycerin:

It's also a substance I've learned in Chemistry thought I haven't known what it search in a cream. Glycerin has a simular effekt like the ingredients listed above. Furthermore is can dry out your skin.

Lancolin Alcohol: is a emulsifier for water and oil.

Phanthenol:

The effect for the Skin of panthenol is smothing, regenerative, protecting, elastic and promotional for cell neoplasm.

Magnesiumsulfate:

One question I asked myself when I'Ve read it is why they industry done in their creams a substance that make the hair easy to comb. It makes more sence in conditioner or Shampoo but not in a facial cream. Magnesiumsulfate spreads easily the cream in your face.

Decyloleate:

Is a substance that care your skin and supple it.

Octyldecanol:

The effect is also suppleness. Furthermore Octyldecanol is a solvent and parfum the cream.

Aluminium Sterate:

The Name says it it is a Aluminium compound which is water solube. These ingredient prevents sticking together, make durable the cream and it's a dye stuff for the cream.

One thing we should know about Aluminium in cosmetic products and in gerneral is that it could damage the nerves, you can get Skin irritations and can clog your pores.

Some studies says also that Aluminium could be carcinogenic. For this reason we should be careful with it.

Citricacid:

Let the cream looking good, because of the metal ion binding. Citricacid inhibit the smell of the cream and stabilized the ph value.

Magnesuim Sterate:

This Sterate also prevents sticking together of the whole cream. Furthermore it increases the water of the Skin and dye the cream.

Limonene:

Limonene it is like a parfum, inhabits the smell of the cream and cover these smell with another.

Geraniol:

You may also take it as Aroma for backing. Makeing a pleasant skin Feeling and parfum ther cream is the mainly effect of Geraniol.

Hydroxcitronneal:

It's a parfum that have the smell of flowers.

Linalool:

Linalool have a slightly effect like Deodorant for the user of the cream. Deo for the face? Strange Things exist.

Citronellol:

It's also a parfum.

Benzyl Benzoate:

It's a solvent with the side effect of cleaning the Skin from bacteria and parfum the Skin.

Cinnamyl alcohol:

Another really strange thing about the ingredients is this substance. It improve the taste of the cream.

The question is who eat a facial cream that it have to tast good? Have anybody of you at the other side of the world behinde the sceen done it? I doubt that but if yes, thell me if a cream taste good.

Parfum:

Ok, everybody know parfum.

This research have shown to me that the ingredients are an really important thing of the cosmetic industry. I mean in this Little one are a lot of things in that we don't need in creams. I buy a cream since I think it's good for my dry skin and there is a Need for. The ingredients Show to me that the mainly cream component is alcohol and any type of parfum. I'm disappointed because creams aren't as good as for the skin, I thought before the research. What do you think about this Little ingredients secret?

The TRY: Structure with a planer

 I've became this time manager from a friend. She bought it in her holidays in Netherland. I can't speak or write dutch but the simple days are easy to learn. Maybe you already read in my Goals for year 2016 post that I want to bring in 2016 more structure in my life.

It's terrible, I always have excuses that I haven't to do something. For example: Learn for School. Tomorrow is also a day I can do this. Or I would like to write a post on my blog but no, I'm to tired. Everyday the same excuses. Tomorrow is also a day. Really?

My grandma always said to me: What you can today don't move it on tomorrow.

I think this words are so true. Of Course we have tomorrow but when we don't do a thing today, could we really belive that it's tomorrow done? No, there is a doubt.

It's a really big goal for me and it means to go out from my comfortzone. Live the life and not I'm alive and have a life.

The time manager will help me dealing with the time and the aims I set. No more excuses, you have it black on white.

Something that might be interesting for you stranger at the other side of the Screen:

I've timed (that sounds funny) that every Monday latest Tuesday a new post will be on my blog. I have the Weekend before this deadline and so my Brian can think about something whole two days. In these days the most interesting Things happens of my student's life and this get myself ideas for the blog.

A Little bit late but also with much love I wish you a greatful and succesful year 2016.

Happy New Year!

The TRY to be cool

I think everyone know that you want to be cool. The same here by me. I'm not cool, because of whenever I meet new humans I may like or I don't know them really good, I want to be cool. On grounds that I want that they like me, too. That's the Problem everytime I have the wish that I am cool, I'm surely not cool. No matter always the same, it's like my Body is programmed intentionally do distressing Things. Really I wish me at this time that the ground would be open with a big hole and I go in it. I promise you I'm not a Drama queen but please bann me in the rainforest. The Thing is so embrassing and distressing, that I don't want to talk about it.

Here this text is writeing a Loser. I am one beause I'm craven. My Body was doing something against my mind and I'm to craven to tell it while I was hopeing nobody had seen it or will recodnice it. Why always the same this Things happen to me by humans I like and won't be a loser in their presence?Makes that sence? I mean by persons it doesn't matter myself nothing like that happens.

You know, I'm craven. Therfore I want to excuse me with that post by you. I don't know what I have to do. I'm to craven to say it to you eye by eye. Here I know the Chance that you read it is not high. It doesn't make sence to excuse me here but I don't see other Options because of my craveness.

I'm so sorry that I've done it. However it was suddenly there and it couldn't stop. Now I'm thinking the whole time if I had.... . It happened, I wished I could turn the time back but I can't. I hope so there aren't any spots. Please take my excuse.

The try to be cool went into the pants, in literally. Don't know how often I've said this but it's so distressing.