Runway of time

You want to change things in your life. Every day the new chance to do exactly this. Tip the reset button and 24 hours full of opportunities to take the problem dealing. Instead of your popurses you fell down into old behaviour pattern for running out of time. The thing is that we always say we want to do that and change this but most of this capabilities we don't take. You may are tiered and that's the reason for you won't do sports. That are all pleas.
Every day I have plenty of pleas for not doing anything. Sometimes I would really love photograph something but there is the school. I have to learn maths or physics, nevertheless I'm not doing that because motivation is under the ground. I'm tired and have to sleep first. The take a photo has been forgotten because the other things. In the end I'm sleeping the day and the time runs away in daydreams.
It's like you are  caught in a rainbow bubble. The world outside is different and have hunderts of changes in one minute. Nevertheless inside of this bubble everything is silent and you're a paralysed alone human. It's the reason for you can't blow that bubble. However when your ambition is strong enough the chance to change your own paralysed situation is possible.
Take the decision with accept the NOW like it is could be difficult. In lieu you crave in old memories. Exactly that they are and not more. When we always thinking about the past and what we'll do in our future, now will be forgotten one day. We live in the moment and we only have this one, every second a new starts. I know how hart it is archieving everything you want at one day and trying have one great day. Of course we can't overcome the destinity and the history, that made us, but the question what we can archieve at this day we handle.
The post is called runway of time because every second, minute and hour is valuable and often we are only a observer instead of an actor who takes the opportunity for moving.
Can I quote myself? If yes, the following lines will noodle over the time issue.

You always waiting for this perfect moment. 

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What is when I say this one is at the moment?